ஐ 忏悔 ஐ

最近，不知怎么了~~~

做事都提不起劲，我明知道不能再这样下去了，可是，我还是提不起精神~~~

只剩下一个月又两个星期就要考STPM了，大家都好努力~

我的预考成绩简直惨不忍睹~

同学们的成绩都很不错~

我知道必须要提起劲拼了~

可是，我的心到底去了哪里？？？

今天，帮自己排了一个时间表复习~

不知道自己能坚持到和几何时，但，我现在能做的，只有逼自己了~~~

以前，正是因为SPM考得不好，所以才选择上中六，想说一定要在中学生涯拿个漂亮的成绩~

但，中六的课程并没有我想象中那么简单~

它和SPM差一个天，一个地~~~

加油吧!!!!!!!!!!!!

别再让自己后悔了~~~

ஐ考试后的感言ஐ

读书，不是为了考试。。。

然而，很多人却为了考试而读书。。。

其实，他们明白书里想给他们的知识吗？

为了考试而读书，往往考完试，知识也跟着从脑子里蹦出来。。。

我喜欢读书，不喜欢考试。

因为考试考不好，让我很有挫折感。。。

每每拿起书，就想起我那惨不忍睹的成绩。。。

我要好好读书，享受读书，明白书里要传达给我的信息~~~

可是，考试就是考不好~

这个国家，就是以考试成绩为重，扼杀了很多学子对读书的兴趣~

我也是其一。。。。。

加油加油♥♥♥

要为了读书去考试ღღღ

外拍外拍^^

第一次外拍

不记得有几位摄影师了，印象中是我看过最多人的大活动~

Daniel 教了我posing ， Wing 教我怎么笑得自然，真的很谢谢大家~

 

那天站到树下被红蚂蚁爬满脚，是会痛的咯~

拍了整个早上，是累的~~~

一到家就躺直直，不知道睡了多久~哈哈~

还因为走好多，脚都痛了一天~

但这些都是值得滴^^

第二次外拍

没记错的话，那天是有7位大师，

一步，Wing，Nugget，Eric学长，Lvan，超迪克，Dny 。。。

 

 

最喜欢的^^

这次的拍摄，被蚊子叮得惨惨~

摄友们也是~哈哈~

真是辛苦大家了~谢谢你们~

第三次外拍

是 Wing 办的路过摄活动，也是好多人，姐姐也有去~

这场活动暂时没拿到多少照片~

但那天也没拍很多~

by Dny~

还NG了好几次~哈哈~

辛苦sky了~帮我捡花瓣~

第四次外拍

下午四点，Adam突然jio我拍照~

在半小时内赶着冲凉化妆，匆匆忙忙就出去了~

这次拍的感觉又不一样~喜欢喜欢^^

穿着高跟鞋走在不平坦的路，脚又痛了一天~哈哈~

我的脚还真是没用呢~哈哈哈~

holiday mood ❤

Happy holiday for everyone~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

期待已久的假期,结果却又生病了~唉唉唉~~~
肚子明明就超级饿,可是发炎的地方痛得让我没办法吃,我真的好想好好吃一餐!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

最近瘦了~嘿嘿~
是开心的,可是真的很想可以大吃~
可是,但是,可惜,我的胃很小,才吃半碗就塞不下了~
Why like that??? Sad >_<

为了要去玩,忍痛打针,乖乖喝水,可是还是不会消肿~
Oh my dear God , 我的脸肿得歪了~救我>_<
不行,我还是会继续努力让自己快点好起来,然后我的小小胃填满满~哇哈哈~~~

这假期,好像有很多事要做,但但但是,我现在最想吃~

My 19th birthday ^^

Oh ya~~~ I'm 19 already!!!!!!! I'm getting more mature from now!!!!!

I have received many blessing from my dear chums , really thanksrul to you all...

In this birthday , my mind is so complicated...

I really don't know what is in his mind... I can't get it even I have think thousands of times...

I am looking forward what suprise he would gives me althought I had knew that he would'nt do anything...

I can't blame him...This is the "pure and nature" Soon...

However, I still waiting he would do something for me...even a phrase of "happy birthday" , I will be happy already...

Sometimes , I am really tired...I knew he would'nt do anything , but I still waiting , waiting for the day coming... So how? I'm confusing...What can I do???

Anyway , I'm appreciate my friends around me... Thanks for u all's support , give me the strength to think that , I'm not alone...

THANKS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

【生病了】

好久没写了．．．中六生活,看似清闲，但学校活动一大堆，身为MPPPU秘书的我，要做的也比较多．．．

身体最近状况也不太好，那天我男友都差点被我吓死．．．

＂呼吸紧张综合症＂，呼吸急促，全身抽筋抽到抖，停不下来．．．好像快死了那样．．．

心里好怕好怕．．．但我男友和我妈很担心，我只能强忍着我的害怕．．．

当时，我也想放慢呼吸的，但就是控制不了．．．

我男友很快地把我抱上车，飞车载我去诊所．．．我好担心，那样开车真的很危险．．．

后来，医生替我打针，我就昏睡过去了，也不知道后来发生什么事．．．

模糊中，我记得他把我抱回车上载我回家．．．

看他那么担心我，我很难过．．．

后来，又迷迷糊糊地睡着了．．．但我知道，他整夜都没睡．．．

早上，他没叫我起床，但我自己起来了．．．那时已经六点了．．．他其实不想我去的，但我真的没事了．．．

在学校，嘉薇说她本来要弄麦片给我，怕我没胃口，好在他知道我没吃麦片才没弄．．．

真的好感动．．．姐妹们也都很关心我．．．因为那天我身体没什么力气，姐妹们都很关心地问我，身体要不要紧．．．

谢谢大家．．．宁芯真的很感动．．．

但我不想被当成病猫．．．

认识我的朋友都知道我身体不好，最近晚上哮喘又常发作．．．

嘉薇现在还禁止我喝冷水了　＝＝＇

大家，我会好好照顾自己，放心吧^^

I'm really tired after school opening...

Everyday busy with homeworks , tuitions and other school activities...

I really wish that I can have 48 hours in 1 day...

But , I have to be optimistic...

Someone told me that , I have to make use the 24 hours as 48 hours in a day...

I agree with this remark...

I can't deny that , I am not a very hardworking gal , and even be lazy sometimes...

I am playful , I can't stay at a place to do something more than 1 hour exclude tuition...

Now , I have to fill up my lives with my school works and tuitions...

Anyway , I appreciate on it...

With these , I learnt more...

Thanks to my teachers who have upgrade my knowledge level ; thanks to my friends include my sisters those who always help me out ; thanks to my beloved family include my boyfriend who always by my side...

I love u all so much ❤

I sincerely hope that , everyone is happy and can enjoys their cheerful things in every minutes and seconds...

These are the photo that I took on my dear sister , Ying Rui's birthday at "DA ZUI BA"... 

These are my dear sisters...

Haha...Our own pose... It is copy-righted , don't be a copy cat o~~~

haha...( just for laugh )

This is Ying Rui...A venus indeed...

This is Yee Teng...She really enjoy in taking photo...haha...

Yi Qian...A silly but adorable gal...

Jia Hui...She is now studying in Singapore...It is a bit difficult to meet her...

Yen Fong...The responsible monitor in my class...

Chieh Fang...But we used to call her "A Boo" because of her surname...hehe~~~

The bag that I carry is not mine , just wanna take photo...haha...

These photos take long time to be done...

But since the "products" are so nice , it is really worth...