My 19th birthday ^^

Oh ya~~~ I'm 19 already!!!!!!! I'm getting more mature from now!!!!!

I have received many blessing from my dear chums , really thanksrul to you all...

In this birthday , my mind is so complicated...

I really don't know what is in his mind... I can't get it even I have think thousands of times...

I am looking forward what suprise he would gives me althought I had knew that he would'nt do anything...

I can't blame him...This is the "pure and nature" Soon...

However, I still waiting he would do something for me...even a phrase of "happy birthday" , I will be happy already...

Sometimes , I am really tired...I knew he would'nt do anything , but I still waiting , waiting for the day coming... So how? I'm confusing...What can I do???

Anyway , I'm appreciate my friends around me... Thanks for u all's support , give me the strength to think that , I'm not alone...

THANKS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!