My 19th birthday ^^

Oh ya~~~ I'm 19 already!!!!!!! I'm getting more mature from now!!!!!

I have received many blessing from my dear chums , really thanksrul to you all...

In this birthday , my mind is so complicated...

I really don't know what is in his mind... I can't get it even I have think thousands of times...

I am looking forward what suprise he would gives me althought I had knew that he would'nt do anything...

I can't blame him...This is the "pure and nature" Soon...

However, I still waiting he would do something for me...even a phrase of "happy birthday" , I will be happy already...

Sometimes , I am really tired...I knew he would'nt do anything , but I still waiting , waiting for the day coming... So how? I'm confusing...What can I do???

Anyway , I'm appreciate my friends around me... Thanks for u all's support , give me the strength to think that , I'm not alone...

THANKS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

【生病了】

好久没写了．．．中六生活,看似清闲，但学校活动一大堆，身为MPPPU秘书的我，要做的也比较多．．．

身体最近状况也不太好，那天我男友都差点被我吓死．．．

＂呼吸紧张综合症＂，呼吸急促，全身抽筋抽到抖，停不下来．．．好像快死了那样．．．

心里好怕好怕．．．但我男友和我妈很担心，我只能强忍着我的害怕．．．

当时，我也想放慢呼吸的，但就是控制不了．．．

我男友很快地把我抱上车，飞车载我去诊所．．．我好担心，那样开车真的很危险．．．

后来，医生替我打针，我就昏睡过去了，也不知道后来发生什么事．．．

模糊中，我记得他把我抱回车上载我回家．．．

看他那么担心我，我很难过．．．

后来，又迷迷糊糊地睡着了．．．但我知道，他整夜都没睡．．．

早上，他没叫我起床，但我自己起来了．．．那时已经六点了．．．他其实不想我去的，但我真的没事了．．．

在学校，嘉薇说她本来要弄麦片给我，怕我没胃口，好在他知道我没吃麦片才没弄．．．

真的好感动．．．姐妹们也都很关心我．．．因为那天我身体没什么力气，姐妹们都很关心地问我，身体要不要紧．．．

谢谢大家．．．宁芯真的很感动．．．

但我不想被当成病猫．．．

认识我的朋友都知道我身体不好，最近晚上哮喘又常发作．．．

嘉薇现在还禁止我喝冷水了　＝＝＇

大家，我会好好照顾自己，放心吧^^